Now I have to learn, learn, learn.. It’s gonna be a long week.
I had 2 days off. Finally I could do do something with myself (like hair etc.). Yesterday we (me+Peter) done list for things that we’ll need at the sea. Only 12 days and we’ll be there! :) Of course, if my boss won’t kick me out of my job. I won’t pass this exam, because nobody has no time for teach me. I don’t care anymore.
And I have to choose school. Don’t know how ..
Yesterday I was in work. My boss didn’t have time for me. And how the hell I will learn all those things for my level up????? I’m trying to be nice to everyone, but I can’t do that when someone is completely IDIOT. After work, Michael wanted to take me home. It was weird. REALLY WEIRD. By the way, in my cafe is about 33,5 degrees C. It’s too hot for me ! Ohh, and I watched “Awkward” S1 on Mtv. It was funny see guuys like Matty and Jake, who don’t know what they really feel to Jenna.
We’re going to see film with my workmates. I don’t know if I should go. I need help.
So.. Let’s go!
Tomorrow will be different. I’ll start thinking about myself. I don’t want wait for them forever. (like I was doing always - for my family, boyfriend, friends ) Now, they should come to me. I won’t be loser anymore.
STOP. I have to CHANGE.